soooo right now at work theyre playing that lame fergie song "clumbsy"...its way too silly for my liking. haha. SOOO long story longer than needful...im way confused...WAY confused.... im falling out of love with someone im SUPPOSED to be in love with, falling IN love with someone who think of me as a sister, and totally hard core crushing on this guy i might have a chance with, and that scares me. AND THEN I JUST LIKE TO FLIRT WITH EVERYONE! so thats ridiculous. whats a girl to do....pretty much nothing as of right now. its not like you can force someone to like you back.

the one guy i am "Falling in love with" who im not supposed to be...hes pretty great...i miss him constantly. everything reminds me of him. and to top it off...he thinks im amazing, but only as a friend. which is like icing on the "this sucks" cake. blah.

another dilemma..i MIGHT be getting braces for the third time next week. my teeth arent even messed up its just i have BAD luck with retainers so my teeth have been moving a bit every month since i got my braces off a year ago. the orthodontist said hed put them back on for a few more months for free so i guess its a steal. i jsut feel dumb being an 18 year old with braces... lame status. wow this is a long blog...and no ones going to read it haha...well this country song sucks as well..time for me to change the playlist..PEACE OUT SON