when youre my age...most problems evolve around something, or someone. in my case, someone. of course i had to fall in love with my close friend of 5 years right before he leaves on his mission. thats how life works..and because i am in love with a guy who sees me as his little sister and who will soon be serving the lord, i must keep my mouth shut about it..which causes a lot of issues. I FEEL SO CONSTRAINED! i feel clostaphobic!

I WANT TO SCREAM I LOVE YOU TO HIM! gyihcboqerichpruchoercererouhp soemone punch me in the face please! someone just said to me

if u chose not to tell... you might lose on the best thing in your life"

its so true! i mean i know this guy would never not be my friend, he loves me like a sister...we'll always be friends. but i dont want an awkwardness between us. but i also dont want to miss out on a fantastic oppurtunity. its a big thing to say i LOVE him..but its not big to say im falling IN love with him. its hard not too...big smile, nice dimples, soft hair, loving eyes.......tan excellent body...yay for swimmers. OK LONG STORY SHORT! what would YOU do?

pleeaassee give me some feedback on this one

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