Not long now... 14 days until the big day... I’m excited at the same time nervous... I’ve had surgery before so its nothing new to me.

I think this year for our family it is going to bring alot of new changes. My sis and her hubby selling up to go to the states.

*N (another sister of mine) is going to LA a day before my surgery, she going for two weeks with her boyfriend to a Hollywood file convention. Lucky her!

My other sis *A is still having a little trouble in getting all the papers signed for her course in the city.

And little old me has been cleaning out my draws and cupboards (slowly) giving them a good clean and relining them. I'm throwing out all the things i have not used in the last 12 months. I'll need room for all my new stuff, clothes, shoes, etc ....  I will need to get rid of all my clothes too. Going through my stuff, brings back memories, stages in my life. fah out, i've come a long way from when i was young. A very long and painful journey.

My mom's the best. she works so hard. there are times i wish i could help her, but i can not. an amazing women that never gives up, always keepin her self busy, always helping others out! She has been a great help in my life. (it took me a very long time to ask my mother for help, i've been very use to doing things myself, looking after myself, doing everything for me; its only been the last few years that i've had to allow my mother to help me). 

I get the feeling that this is the year that everyone will slowly make their own tracks outside of home. they are all planning to get more education, increase there knowledge in their feild of work. i'm so happy for them, i love seeing them suceed in all that they do that is good.

well, i'm bored as you can tell (haha) 2 weeks of optifast powder drink then surgery. i keep reminding myself, this pain will be of a short time, and will pass. each day i get closer to have more than a day without pain and taking pain relief.

I am so thankful for what i have in my life, i have been blessed so much. but my journey is not yet over, i have much to do, i feel it in my heart! I know what i need to do!

I'm so excited!