And just listening to my music on my home page!

had a stressful week. lets just say, i don’t really take well to dishonest people!

I have 5 days left until i have surgery. This Saturday will buy the last few things that I will need for staying in hospital. Will be there for up to 7 days. (fingers cross i wont be there any longer). I will be admitted on Tuesday; my sister from down south will be coming up and taking me to hospital as my mother can not take any more days off work, as my dad will be having surgery himself and she has asked to have that day off.

was sitting down at the dinner table with my sister and my mother says, is everything in order, do you have any thing to worry about if you die. (wow shock, no faith there) but she is right, I did have everything planned just in case anything did happen to me will in surgery. Told her, ye I have bills, but will be swiped if i do pass away, have insurance on payments etc... She knows that if i do pass, i want everyone to wear WHITE... I have my reasons!  Anyway, nothing major to worry about; everyone has been advised i am going into hospital. I also told my mother, mom nothings going to go wrong, i have faith in my surgeon doctor, he has done this many times before; he will do a fantastic job, and i will do my best to recover.  in the last week I’ve lost 6 kg's. Shocked myself even. WOW

I like coming here and just listening, mellowing out. 

my life is going to change big time. and i do have my concerns about different things, but i guess i will try and face them and over come them just like i have with my other trials in my life. I know I will feel less pain each day, just over the last week with loosing 6kg's I’m feeling less pain! fantastic, just what i wanted, and i have more energy! i only feel low if i am in pain.

Oh, its been so long! sorry to go on about it; its a big (another) opperation I’m facing at the mo. that’s all i can see at the mo. I’m happy I’m having this surgery!

Life is only going to get better... yay, i know my Heavenly Father has much in stored for me and i must be ready to accept the calling in my life when it is presented to me!