I have so much in my life to be thankful for. I have shelter, food, clothing. I have family and friends. Although my friends are seven hours away, and I do not get to see them often enough! I have the Gospel in my life. I am blessed.
I am retired through circumstances, not choice. I feel like I am floating aimlessly...I help my family out by watching their little ones while they work. As much as I love my family, and as much as I love the little ones, this is not what I would choose to be doing. It makes me feel good that I am helping them; being of service to them during a time they need it. But I still feel 'lost' and disconnected. And I know that I am lucky in my life...that I "want" for nothing. I guess I do want something, though. I would love to have my career back. And that makes me feel selfish. I just feel like there should be more to my life...