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well everyone...its official! for all the details see mormongirl2's blog...well..since she is college edumacated and such she makes it sound more purty than this old cowhand can you can see all the details there. all i can say is that we have a lot to plan and a lot more to do!
ex

ps sorry so disjointed..lil sleep deprived....that and twitterpated

I keep  asking my self how did I get so lucky? How is it that the greatest blessing is put my way? Am I going to be good to her and her young ones? I pray everyday that I will be. Sometimes I am overwhelmed about the responsibility..yet this small quiet voice chuckles and says everything will be fine.

hi all.....just wanted to let u all know that i will not be on here for a while...am just really really tired....will be on in a few weeks...maybe. will still be checking my site..but will NOT be in chat for a while. See you later my chat buddies!
Ex............
Elvis has LEFT the building....

figured that i should update this...since its been awhile
Alot has happened since i last blogged...so here is the rundown for everyone

Got baptised on the 17th of march. got confirmed and got my limited recommend the following sunday (the 24th for those who are wondering)

went to the temple the next week..what an awesome experiance! I have never felt so much peace, tranquility and a queit ness in my soul. was a truly a great moment that i will never forget!

Also a little about me and this site...esp the chat room...When i first came on i was looking for some help about the church. I met a lot of ppl that helped me out. And to them i say thank you! That really doesnt cover it...Without them answering my questions and taking the time to share the gosple i dont know if i would still not find this peace that i now have. Thanks again everyone!
I have also made some neat friends on here. I have come to know some people that make me laugh and make me feel good about myself. It is a joy to type and talk with them that are in the room. we get silly and goofy at times..but we are also serious when we need to be. WE answer questions that people have or help each other out. We greive when someone loses a loved one, or rejoice with a birth.
The last thing i was looking for was to find love. But it seems that He has other plans. after talking to someone for almost 5 months and falling in love we dicided to get married.
now...before everyone goes WHAT! it isnt gonna be next week..but more like a year..so you all can breathe now!

 

other than working like a dog...nothing in my life has changed...

will try to be on more and post more blogs...but we will have to see

its late and the pillow is calling my name.

untill next time

Ex

As i was going through some old blogs i came a cross something that I wrote a few years ago during a really dark time in my life. I pondered the hurt and pain that it reminded me of. I looked at it and thought about how I have changed over time. here is the poem..

Entry for November 20, 2005

The Last Caress

 

As death welcomes me into his bosom

I feel no pain or sorrow

With the implement in my hand

No fear to leave this land

 

My will is written

My heart is of ice

I smoke my last smoke

Write down my last joke

 

I sit in this open field

Death is beconing me

Will there be pain?

Is this in vain?

 

All I have to do is to have a gentle squeeze

And  I will be free at last

No more tears and no more pain

Nothing more to gain

 

I feel the caress

It happens quickley

I float and see Death

I see me take my last breath

 

And then I am no more...................

I can now honestly say that there has been a change and it is all for the better. I have gotten better. That pain, Yet still there is now subsided so that I am able to deal with it. I think one of the things that has helped is getting right with the Father. After I did that (shortly after writing this) things just got better. Now as I ponder my life i wonder how that is so. Well as they say..time heals all wounds. But to add to that..so does the Spirit. To me our Father is the true healer...if we allow it. And to me that is they key...if we allow it..for we have to ask in humble prayer for it...we may not get it right away..but in His time we will.
well...enough ramblin...its way to late/early for so heavy thinking in my tired mind
till next time
ex

Well life is like a box of chocolates...lol

Had a great meeting with the missionaries last night...they changed thier minds again about when I should be baptised...lol..well...third time is a charm! Now it is on the 16th..i hope they made up my mind. One of the families asked who was gonna be there for me..when i said no one oh..they said they would be there and would take pictures for me..They really mean alot to me.

Well...you cant have good news without bad...lol...well...got laid off today..to me its no biggie..will find something else. I always do..

Am supposed to meet with the Elders again tomm..will see if my date gets changed again...lol

till next time!

Ok...lots of change since the sorry attempt at poetry. changed my font and my color..and ifn you dont like them... :-p
back is fine. Still cant ride. well..what daoc dont know wont hurt him!! lol... Back gets better then i get sick. I just cant win. oh well
Well..on with the juicy stuff!
Am still a dork and single..lol
Am getting baptised hopefully on the 23rd of Feb. Met with the bishop today. was kinda zoned on caugh surup. so he thought it was good that i was there. I told the Elders that I would be there. They were kinda surprised that I did show up being sick as i was. I met with the bishop after sacrement. They were actualy waiting for me to get some dates together for some lessons. Well about that time the "Frazzled sunday school director" (his words not mine) walked up and said..oh there you are elders! we were looking for you! they were joking around about being bad Missonaries and that they had went less active..it was a good laugh all around.
Also in the news....
Am trying to decide what to do with my life. I have a few things in the works. However. I ask myself if I really want to do this or not. Its hard to describe. Both involve moving...which i have done enough already!!!! So gotta figure out what the Lord wants me to do.
Also...a friend of mine told me something that confused the tar out of me! After asking some of the nice ppl in chat i finally figured out what she meant by " You just wait till your baptised!!!! Look out and be careful!!!" Yeah figured out what she meant by that one! lol...guess i am just riding the Short Horse alot! but the 2 ppl that I asked was laughing. And I will just let you all figure it out! like I had to do!!!!
well enough rambling am going to go and lay down maybe. curl up and read a little....or ponder the meaning of my exsitance. lol...wait...short thought that!
later
The Old Beat Up Bronc Rider

As he sits in the areana he ponders his life
The days that have gone by
And the trails that he has taken

The stock he has riden
The places he has been
The chances he has taken

He gets in the chute for his last ride
And he sees the sun set in the distance
And ponders the moment of both

The chute is opened
The Bronc puts on a show
And he sees that buckle of gold

The ride is done and the buckle won
A life over it is time to settle down
He gazes at the sunset

he throws his gear in his truck
And is blessed by his luck
And the cowboy rides away

Well life is getting a little better. The pain killers and muscle relaxers i was on had me pretty messed up for a while. the thoughts that i had wasnt mine. it was a prety rough week. never thought that they would put me in a pit that was that low. but as one of my friends said..when your at the bottom of the barrel there is only one way to go. and that is up. i just hope that it will all just be better soon.

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