I don't really know where to start. Actually, in this part, I will be talking about what's in my heart. I met the man i really like somewhere, where personal emotions should not be used. and so, after sometime that we are allowed to give in our emotions, we dated. I had fun time with him and liking him even a lot. But all of a sudden, he changed. There was an unfinished business he needs to attend to personally. To make the story short, I wanted to give him up already. I thought, I don't want to do anything about him. The moment I am ready to let him go, he texted me. Well, then, I thought, this could be another chance for the both of us. I extended my patience and love for him. I told myself, I will give him another month then another month then another month. There are so many things that I could say that I should have given him up and let him go. It's like, I'm just fooling myself. We are a part from each other.

One day, he is treating me good now.. I wonder why... i hope I would be wise enough to use my feeling towards him and not use my emotions weakly...

Tags: Emotion

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All the members are very excited for the General Conference. Aside from the learnings each of us will get the inspirationfrom the Holy Ghost is with us. The last blog I wrote, is about my brother coming to church to attend the satellite General Conference. Me and my sisters' family went to church first. I waited for my brother to arrive. Since he lived far from us. As the clock is ticking, I started to get worried, if he forgot about the Sunday Service, so, just like any missionary will do, I made a follow up call on him and his whereabouts. He said, he thought it will be at 2 o'clock in the afternoon. So, I told him to hurry up. I waited a few minutes again, as I tried to call him, his cellphone is turned off. I was so worried and somewhat disappointed. The message is so great for him.

In the evening, I texted him and asked him his reason of not coming, he said, his battery is dead and something came up. Oh my! not again.. But still, just like before, I could not force him to do what I wanted him to do, but to let himself discover his own way out and be freed from sin.

Everybody deserves a second chance. And one of the lesson I learned, is that, we could not judge other people. Even Judas Iscariot, we don't have any right to judge him.

For those who read this blog, for those who got family member who are not actively participating in the church. Be patient with them. Treat them like the most precious thing in the world. they are a very fagile thing you could ever have in your life. Patience and boldness in them is needed. Extend your love to them and soon they will realize the most important thing that was gone in their life.. but wanted to get it back, Someday... :)

I love my brother so much.

Tags: Happy Moment

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Ever since my father and mother got separated, my brother started not going to church. We were still young at that time. He was 15 and I am on my way to my freshmen in Highschool. I was 13 then, at that time. Ever since that time on, he started going out with friends outside the church. He went wild on the worldly matters. Going out with friends, drinking alcoholic drinks, smoking and many stuff that is not in accordance with the Church standards. He dropped out from school

Meanwhile, me and my sister stayed in the Church. The best thing we could do, is to invite him to church if he would like to go. he will just say, "yes" but eventually, will not finish the sunday service. He may be going to church but he feels like, it's a burden in his part. And so, we just leave him all alone. If he wanted to go to church with us it's fine, if not, it is stiill ok.

Just, as my birthday is approaching. My birthday week, he just texted me and told me that He wanted to go to church. I was so shocked. but on the other hand.. I really am very happy. He said that there are a lot of blessings that he neglected in the church.

That Sunday, April 4, 2009, just a day after my birthday, I picked up my brother to be sure that he will really go to church. He attended the priesthood, and sunday school class. During sacrament, after the passing of the sacrament, he whispered to me... " How can i renew my covenat?" I told him that he needs to talk to Bishop. and he needs to cut his hair.. And he said, that is not a problem.

im so happy for my brother. I hope things are for real now...

My 11 years of prayer has been answered....

The power of prayer in the Lord's time, it really pays off of what you really needed in life.

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Getting to know who I really am is such a difficult thing to describe, I think, one should come to know the person fully by a constant communication with that person. But as of now, I would just like to give a background of who I really am and what i used to be and of what I am now.

I grew up in this Church. Gain friends since primary. I grew up with the Church in my life. I got callings, I share with my Church friends my hopes, dreams and aspirations in life. I get to be a very jolly, and a carefree kind of person. As I go on with my blogs, I will share with you my dreams that did come true, and my dreams that wouldn't. I get to be a very well organized with my life. In control of it and soaring as high as i could to reach my dreams. I finished my seminary, institute, graduated in Highschool, and earn a degree. Me and my best friends, had a goal to go on a mission. And so, it was. I served in the Philippines Quezon City Mission, and this time, my life changed. Sooner and later you will find out why and how it happened.

As of now, I'm picking myself up. I could only express the real me by the things I wrote. I am more expressive in writing than in verbal. My weakness that until now, I am trying to overcome.

Hope you will enjoy my blogs and welcome to my page too....

Tags: The Real Me

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